at school... smiling while crying...

this is the third week i'm doing my practicum at sekolah kebangsaan bukit hijau...

really fun... it teach me a lot to prepare myself in becoming a great teacher...

i hope i can be....

last Thursday, i had been observed by my lecturer.. 

but it not so creep because i'm doing pair teaching..

i had my partner with me all the time... 

we help each other during the process...

it quit relieve..... :)

but i can't keep lying to myself...

i keep smiling and laughing in front them...

but i'm crying all along...

i don't know how long i have to keep being like this..

i'm trying to be more stronger than i can be..

but our memories keep chasing me..

even when i close my eyes...

why i have to be this kind of girls..

why i can't hate a guy that ruin my life... my trust... my love....

but i know..

only i can find the answer...

even i have to wonder around the world...

no one can help me to find my way...

it has to be me...

i will try more harder than i used to do...

insyaAllah....

keep smiling and facing the truth...

that the only way i can stand by my one self in this cruel world....